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this video made me cry coz i to have be sexually harassed and it was the first date i ever went on with a guy and i did want anything to happen except kissing but of course he kept on pushing and i have afraid to go out with a guy since but lucky for me im pan so i can go out with pretty much anyone.
Im so great full that you have been spreading the word that this needs to be taken seriously
I am a victim of Sexual Abuse. When I was 8 years old I went to a sleepover... At this sleepover other than my friend there was another girl. (This girl is my best friend now) We did all the normal kid sleepover things... My friends mom took us to go see a movie, we played with her dolls,watched some tv, and then it was time for bed. Me and the other girl slept in the living room while my friend slept in her own bed... Though I didn't sleep much, nor did the other girl. My stomach was hurting that night, so I couldn't seem to sleep. I lied on the couch tossing and turning for hours. Then my friends dad came into the living room. Although I was awake I acted like I was asleep, I thought I would get in trouble. He came and sat on the edge of the couch... He just sat there and stared at the wall for a while. Then he took his hand and started to touch me. At first I just didn't move, I had no idea what was going on. Then I realized what was happening and pushed him away, then he walked off. I somehow managed to go to sleep. Then I woke up again, to see him in front of me, with is pants down, I jumped... Of course it scared me. Which then he said "Oh... Sorry, didn't mean ta scare ya" I didn't say anything. Then he pulled his pants up and walked over to the other girl, who was on the other couch (They had two couches) I closed my eyes and just didn't think...I had no idea what just happened. Then next morning I just pretend it never happened. We just went on with they day until we were playing with dolls in the kitchen, I decided to tell my friend and the other girl what happened that night. I asked the other girl if he did anything to her too, she said no, but he almost sat on her head. Years later she confessed that he did in fact touch her too. Back to the story. My friend convinced me to tell her mom, that she would help me tell her. So first she walked up to her mom and told her. Then her mom said "Shut up *******! Don't talk about your dad like that!" Then she proceeded to yell at me...telling me not to make up lies like that. That made me scared to tell anyone else. Years later my mom found out by the other girl at the sleepover. Now the man who did this is in jail for life.
If you are a victim of any type of Abuse, harassment ,Assault, or anything else. Tell someone! Trust me! It will help! And you are not alone! Also if you are still reading this your are amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was assaulted twice and there was one time where we where on the bus and I sat with him normally every day but I stopped. Because we sat together and he would sneak his hand on my crotch and rub it i would always freeze and I'm so stupid for not hitting him or something but it happened a lot once i was signed to sit with him nobody knew what was happening to me and one time he leaned over me and did it again. I said s-top so I went to a differnt seat and cried. I eventually told mrs Jett my bus driver and I was called to the office and he got written up he was a third grader and I was a fourth I dont know why i didn't do anything but that was one of the times. And i took this quote and it helped me realize that you are going to have to say no
So thanks Eva❤
Hi there,I’ve never personally never experienced such a tragedy such as this before,And I feel a genuine sadness for what happened to you and millions of other people,And I want to ask a question about the event,If you’re not comfortable talking about this I completely understand and support that decision,But I’ve seen your Instagram has a lot of revealing pictures(This is not meant as an insult,You’re Able to respectively do whatever you desire with your photos.) But does this influence the pictures that you take today?,I know this is a very sensitive topic,once again,You do not have to answer this,You are strong,and you decide what you get to do.
On the day I was sexually abused and I fell in to depression so my mom/real mom took me to a Therapist. But it didn’t stop there cause before that I went with my dad I wasn’t 10 yet my b-day is in five days and my older brother on one night decided to rape me and I called the police.... my dad never cared and nether did my step mom.my same age brother and sister also got raped by him but my real mom always cared about us so we decided to live with my real mom cause I if I lived with my dad my step brother he would continue doing it so that is my story sorry this is a little off topic but also every time on my birthday my dad never did anything instead we would just stay home so yeah bye and god bless to all the girls that happened to us too and we need to stand Up to our self or else it will continue so if u r in a situation like me just call the police and if ur dad tells you that the next time you visit him they will keep you make sure to remember that it is ur decision and if he takes you and does not return you r member that the police can not do any thing about it and my same age sis is Lanaya and my same aged bro is Johnny and the one who raped us is ohnito
When I was sleeping one night my own cousin raped me but then I woke up he just laughed like it's not a big deal, my little cousin the brother of my other cousin went down to my room to tell me that the food is ready and when I heard his voice I yeld as loud as I can but not as loud that I'd wake up my neighbours, he went inside, I told him to call our aunt and my cousin who raped me lets call him Leo ran and hide in a room, my aunt didn't went downstairs so I ran up to the 3rd floor are told her the whole story, she was so worried she told my mom and told my what to do the next day. After my cousin's parents know that he raped me he got in big trouble and grounded for the rest of his life. Few days later every single women in our family was so worried about me that all of my aunts that are in Japan texted me every single night to remind me to lock my door and don't let any guy in my room. Few weeks later our whole class went swimming on our classmate's house and I told my BFF that my cousin raped me and I told her to not tell anyone then I told everyone that I trusted in our class (we are only 9) and they were all shock. In our class me and my BFF are the only ones that are girls the rest are boys so the boys were so shock they were so concerned about me and looked like they were my parents but they kept their promises and didn't told anyone. But now I'm over it
I’ve never had this happen to me, but my heart goes out to everyone this has happened to. Also I’ve noticed so many of you guys say “I don’t know if this counts” Please know if there was physical contact that made you uncomfortable in any way, it counts, and I’m so sorry for anyone this has happened to. Please know you are strong, and can get past this.
So many sad stories on this problem
Uncles people from school grandpas dads step dads
I haven’t experienced it befor but I heard in a lot of story’s
I have angsiaty or depression
I’m not a scientist but try ASMR it might help it just a suggestion
IM SORRY TO YOU ALL WHO WERE SEXUALLY ASSULTED. I was beat and thrown around when I was younger. I now notice I wasn't being spanked like normally I would bleed. (That was just a sample)
No doesn't mean yes
No doesn't mean maybe
No doesnt mean go ahead
No doesn't mean I'm playing hard to get
No means no
The definition of no is :not aloud, to not, not at all, non negotiable, never, negative. I know this and I'm 12
In Spanish no
In every language no means no even if you say it different. So there is no excuse to be hurt.
I hope you all have told someone or do tell someone bc this is not okay.
Comment if youd like to hear my story!
I send all my love to whoevers been through this
So I have this friend, we'll call her Sam. My friend told me at my 12th birthday party(after I told her a big secret) that she had be molested at the age of eight. When she told me this I was completely shocked. I knew something was up cause she never did child protection at school. Apparently she had to go to the doctors and my teacher went with her and her mum (i have no idea why). I don't know the rest but I know it has really affected her heaps. I haven't experienced child sexual abuse (n i never want to) but im so sorry for everyone who has.
When i was a around 5 not only was i abused my my stepdad but he used my mom.. after cheating on her he continued his selfish nasty acts against me and one day he raped me while my mom went to work.. After he left me alone in the house and went back to his wife and thats when my mom found me. Ive been through so much but im here today... You are a survivor no matter what you have been through yes he is gone now i have yet too see him and im grateful.
I was sexually assaulted by two of my cousins I felt teamed up on I was 7 and they were 14 I eventually told my mom and they were arrested I’m 11 now and I feel glad I told somebody before it got worse...
When I was 10-12 I was touched by my uncle and my step brother. My uncle used to do things to be that I never understood. I liked gymnastics at the time and you know what that means.. he but my on his shoulders and he yeah.. my brother used to sneak in my room at night and mess with my body and if I want something from him I have to do what he says and I got cornered down by family and my mom never did anything about what my step brother did. I started cutting myself but my mom found out so i Cope with sad music.😔
I have never been in these bad situations and I dont know how anyone who has been through this but I just want to say no does mean no and tell someone u trust if u have people who love u around u u can reach the stars dont hurt yourself goodluck
If anyone goes thru this it’s ok if they tell you THEY WOULD HURT YOU TELL A POLICE NOT UR PARENTS tell them AFTER THE POLICE COME! TELL THE POLICE WHAT HAPPENED AND TOLD U THAT THEY SAID THEY WILL HURT U! PLZ TELL SOMEBODY THE POLICE WILL MAKE SURE U R SAFE!
This is my story of getting touched by the most unexpected person ever. I never shared this story to anybody before. But now I will. Yes, my aunt knows. But I didn't tell her.
My aunt and my uncle had a lot of fights before and one day they decided to divorce. After about a year my aunt decided to re-marry. Which she did to this "amazing" man. He was nice, and always visited me and my sister every weekend with his child. He was pretty much my step-uncle, but I loved him. I was pretty young, about 6 years old so I didn't know much. Every night we would go to my room (if he visited) and touch my hands and waist, which where I will open my eyes and he would say: "I'm just putting you to bed, sweetie." And I would believe him! After all, he was my uncle and I thought he didn't want to do anything bad to me. Until this day. I was in my room reading a book when my uncle walked in. He closed the door, and turned off the lights. I closed my book and put it on the night stand. After all, I thought he was putting me to bed! Oh how naive I was. I put on the blanket, closed my eyes and expected a slight hug from him, but suddenly he took off the blankets off of me. I was confused. I opened my eyes, and he said: "It's okay, go to sleep." Or something like that. I closed my eyes again, and felt somehing.. He had put his hands inside my pants! I squealed of shock and my cousin heard. She rushed to the room and turned on the lights. But, my uncle didn't get caught. He took his hands out my pants and started tickling me. Which I squealed, but not in shock. So my sister left. My uncle went out, turning off the lights. A few weekends gone on like that and one night that happened, luckily my sister saw and my aunt was there. So she rushed to my aunt and told her everything. She took me to therapy but we didn't call the police. The kids in my neighbourhood claimed to see him walking around and sometimes, smiling at them. I'm fine now, but the night he put his hands inside my pants will haunt me for the rest of my life. I still don't get why you rape kids. Is it that they're still young? Or what?
Here my story
When i was 8 i was almost raped by my dad but i ran into that bathroom and slept there my mom and dad were divorced and me and my little sister slept on the same bed as him
My other story
My mom was dating this guy when i was 10 we called him H for short he raped me multiple times i never told anyone cuz he threatened to kill my sister and Mom untill i was 13 i final told my mom we want to court but he won my mom never believed me but she acted like she did there is a lot more to this story but this is the main things that hurt me the most
This comment section has me broken, I'm so sorry y'all had to deal with this. The world can be so dark and cruel but y'all survived and I bet its scarring but its over and I'm so proud of how strong y'all are, people are sick.
I'm so happy that I'm not alone when it happened to me I thought I was alone and that my family would hate me. Why I thought my family would hate me is because they were close to the person that molested me. My cousin was dating this guy and I am really close to my cousin it started 2 years ago I was 8 turning 9 first time was in the movie theater I was laying down him then my cousin then me. He reached his hand over and went down my pants she was paying attention to the movie and I was half way asleep. Then I opened my eyes and I feel something touching my area I was pretending that I was asleep so he wouldn't know because in my head if I made a scene I would be in trouble and he would hurt me even more. So I kept quiet I pretended that everything was ok but it wasn't the second time I was at my aunt's house I was laying in the bed with my cousin because I'm her mini me and he was right beside me because they both wanted to sleep by me. I was dying inside because I knew it was going to happen to me again. So I pretended that I was asleep and he put his hand down my underwear and touched my area the thing that makes me upset. About this is that people joke about this shit one time I was playing on my PlayStation and these adults were making fun of that shit. I told on April today is July 13 I'm turning twelve in 4 days. No means No not some fucking maybe it means NO. To all the other people that have this happen to them I love you I care for you I'm so sorry that happened to you but you are strong and you are brave and if you haven't told anyone tell someone and if they judge you tell someone your close to I told my cousin because she broke up with him because he cheated on her I love Chelsey but I thought she would hate because of my situation but really she understood me I love her and my family and if you wanna end your life don't because people love you and one of those people are me❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
When I was 6 I was raped by my best friend I didn’t think anything of it because my mother said it was no big deal and my dad didn’t know and now I have ptsd and I have nightmares so rape or sexual assault is no joke so if you go though anything like that I love you and you are amazing and worth something just because someone did that doesn’t make it ok so take all the rotted bananas and make the best banana bread ever
I have been through the same thing when I was 7 years yea I know 7 is way two young I kept saying no no no but he kept making me and the bad thing about it he was my cusan so you are not alone but I am sorry you had two go through it but I hate it I kept it two my self for 2 years the reason I kept it so long is he frightened two kill my family and then I told my sister Sarah and that when she told my mom and dad and then we called the police but he was gone moved two forida and it was two late for the Richmond county Police two due something and then now I can't see my sister no more not for these reason but I nother reason is someone lied on my mom and then DSS got involved and then the DSS had two come two my school for the rest of the year I miss my sister so much I don't get two see her on any of the holidays but so sorry that you went through the same thing as me .bye my life as Eva
I have a story
I was 4 when my big brother’s friend were playing game then he took me to his bath tub and took off my pants I didn’t know what was going on but I went along with it he took off his pant and started doing it I was sacred and could not scream for help. It is haunting me for year but it told my brother and they told my parent my parent beat me up instead of helping
This is a big secret and I have never told anybody but this is still in my brain until now
It's amazing. That when someone makes a video like this, serious video, people have enough courage to finally admit some bad things that happened in their life. Things ike that never happened to me and I'm grateful. Even if sometimes I wish that people would care about me more, this is not the way how to get attention. Cutting yourself won't bring you popularity. maybe it will. But not in the way you want. Please don't hurt yourself or anybody else on purpose. Btw I think it's really disgusting how boy acted after it happened. And don't you dare to laught at me just because I'm writing a comment like this on video from 2017. I care. You should too #noisno
Here is the story of how I got PTSD and depression
When I was 8 my grandpa which I called Da he kept touching my butt like I was in a relationship with him I was scared
But before that I was 4 I got inappropriately touched by a doctor then my mom did something which I can’t remember but she couldn’t call the Police I don’t know why but
I’m still upset about it I love you don’t forget it ❤️☺️
I’m proud of everyone telling there story coming out about there feelings and past some ppl can’t tell there parents but they did they gained courage they learned no means no and that’s the number one thing to say to a boy no and I honestly think you guys are brave stay brave stay strong
I don't wanna do this but..
I feel you,Eva.
My story is:
My dad used to rape me,
I wouldn't do anything till one day,
My friend was over and then I screamed “DAD,NO STOP!”
my mum heard me and ran to the room,she opened the door and then she saw...
In the same bed,
She just shouted at dad,
Which gave me time to run and put a shirt on,
My sister came and then my friend,
They were hugging me as I was crying so much,
He's in jail...
Every time I remember this I just...cry....
I went to a doctor for about 3 years,that helped a bit,
But then I met this girl, (yes I'm lesbian so wut?)
She was kind,
Very cheerful and understanding,
That helped more,
I text her almost every day.
She helped me a lot.
Probably no one will see this but,thanks for reading.
i was raped by my step brother i thought that it would never happen but it did when i was 6 i always made me sad and it sometimes makes me want to kill myself.it actually happend to me 2 times when i was 6 and when i was 8 thank you for this video it helped me alot
When I was five I was playing soccer for my school and there was this guy called Hamish and a really tall guy I don’t know his name because he was on the other team.Hamish got a goal and I don’t do this anymore but I boasted about my team with my body language and the guy from the other team strangled me and I almost died and the guy did not care at all he just walked away I am 11 now but it still doesn’t go away
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